sup3rn0va n3xt t0 th3 d00r

I know im pretty new to the fandom, and i dont really know Sho, didn't watch him "journey" to where he currently is now, and haven't watched a lot of his shows.. But i just wanna say that im really thankful bae introduced him (and arashi ofc) to me because well, another clutch in my life, another reason for staying alive. I dont really know why exactly I "chose" this guy, because he's a fail and he's smug af and doesn't even know how to cook (actually those might as well be the reason why I love him).

And because im out of words to say to this man, i will copy paste what i wrote on fb here and add a little more (italized are added sentences / also warning this is cheesy and weeb af) :

Because it's Shochan's birthday, i made this a few days ago. I know it doesn't really look like him.. And i kinda wanted to give up half way but i really wanted to draw this dork.. Or at least do this teeny tiny thing for him, no matter how insignificant it is, to thank him, i guess, for joining JE and for staying and not quitting and putting up with the idol life though i feel like he may (or may not) have had other plans for himself in the past. So happy birthday, Shochan! You might not know i exist but you bring a little bit of color to my every day and tbh you make my life a little bit worth living haha gago ka i hate you but i love you more, bwisit. I sincerely wish all the happiness to you and that you won't get tired of what you love doing and that you have excellent health and maybe a month off because you deserve that. you inspire a lot of people and have touched so many hearts, i dont care what people say, i genuinely believe that you are a good (whatever 'good'means) person and i want to believe that forever and put you on this pedestal forever so please please shochan don't ever change. Hnnnn take care of yourself okay and dont eat too much and always drive safely and this is getting cheesy and im about to cry now bye


THANK YOU SAKURAI-MAMA AND SAKURAI-PAPA FOR ALWAYS GIVING BIRTH TO SHOCHAN.AND TO SAKURAI MAI-SAN AND SHU-KUN TOO.

THANK YOU OHCHAN FOR PUTTING SHOCHAN IN HIS PLACE HAHAHAH

THANK YOU NEEN, J, AND AIBACHII FOR TAKING CARE OF SHOCHAN

gago i love all of you