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Title: Under Your Living Room's Dim Light
Author: Jou / mahounadegata
Pairing: Nino x OC
Rating: PG
This short thing was written for my dearly beloved Precious and I dunno if she'll like it or not because I'm actually not very satisfied. I find it kinda cute though and I actually felt really giddy writing this hahaha. I did a little bit of research on Nino and his views about love and relationships, although I realized I didn't really need to because I have always loved his perspective about these things. I've always found him very intelligent and open minded with the way he answers interview questions, especially since his answers were often more objective than subjective. Anyways, I hope you enjoy reading it and much as i did writing it. Yay! Also i suck at titles

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You get home from work and you find him sitting on the couch, playing with the game you bought him on his birthday. He was really happy you bought it for him, happier because he didn't spend a single penny for it. He was grumbling and cussing under his breath and it made you smile a little. Sure, he was cussing, but hearing his voice in small angry whispers already got rid of most of the stress and anxiety that accumulated from teaching English to locals the entire day.

He seemed to have heard you close the door and quickly looked back to give you a small smile and an an okaeri, immediately going back to his game.

"Have you eaten, bee?" You ask.

He shakes his head, still concentrating on his game. He was wearing the Gudetama hoodie you bought him some time ago, grey sweat pants, mismatched socks and the old LOVE concert staff shirt. He was also wearing the cat ear scrunchie headband a friend gave you and that made you giggle a bit.

"Do you want me to make you anything?" You lean in and kiss him lightly on the cheek, careful not to disturb.

No answer, just tippy-tappy noises. He abruptly stops, clicks his tongue and pats the empty space on the sofa next to him, signalling for you to sit down. You notice a big red 'defeat' on his screen. You say nothing and sit beside him. He shuffles a bit before lying down on your lap placing his feet on the couch arm rest, eyes glued again to the five inch screen. He restarts his game and you watch in silence, playing with his hair a bit, watching him furrow his eyebrows from time to time, expressions coming and going from his face, his chubby fingers rapidly pushing buttons in a practiced rhythm. You both stay like this, maybe ten or twenty minutes, you're not sure and you honestly don't mind. Being like this with Kazunari relaxed you in a way only he could do.

Then the tippy-tapping stops and a small yatta escapes his lips, a big bright 'victory' on the screen. He looks at you.

You raise your eyebrows, questioning.

Then he smiles, a natural one, not the practiced idol smiles he gives the photographers. "Lucky charm." and pokes you on the cheek. You could feel your cheeks burning. You've been together for almost three years now but this guy never fails to make you feel the butterflies in every small thing he does, no matter how lazy he could be sometimes.. Or most of the time. How in the world did you even end up here, on this couch, with this super talented and ageless man lying on your lap anyway? How and why were the fates so good to you?

"Bee, go get dressed." he says, sitting up, breaking your chain of thought. "Let's go have dinner somewhere nice."

You're a bit surprised. "Eh? Why?"

"Silly." He chuckles, reaching into his pocket for something glittering under the dim lighting of your living room. "Do I really need a reason to treat my best girl to dinner? Well, there is actually, now that I think about it. Although I kind of know your answer already..."

You look away, trying so hard not to panic. What is he doing? What does he mean? What in the world was that thing he took out from his pocket? Oh Lord God, help me. Please don't let me faint. Not right now, please, not right now. Your thoughts were a huge jumble of words. You could feel your pulse rising and the floor was shaking... or maybe it was just your head spinning. I should stop assuming. It was probably just his car keys. Or a 100¥ coin. I should stop assuming things.

He pulls your left hand and you jump a bit from the contact, but that doesn't stop him from slipping something cold on to one of your fingers. You knew what it was but still couldn't believe it and you didn't dare look, you couldn't. Your brain was blank and you were just sitting there staring at him, frozen. He leaned in, his forehead now against yours, those chestnut colored eyes that somehow reminded you of your hometown staring into yours, and then he whispered: "Marry me?"

Now you finally understood how it felt when people say they're high because you were sitting there crying and laughing at the same time, wanting to hit his arrogant face so bad but instead you pull him to a kiss before saying "Of course, you idiot", the grey diamond on your ring finger sparkling like rain under your living room's dim light.
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Title: Stuck
Author: jou/mahounadegata
Rating: PG but lotsa swearing
Pairs: Sakurai Sho x OC
Note: at the end! :)

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I had stayed up watching Penny Dreadful after rewatching The Digitalian 2014 concert and was starting to feel really hungry. The hallways were quiet, unsurprisingly. It was almost three in the morning but I was craving one of those rice balls they sold in 7-Eleven-- yes, I want those exact ones-- like hell and I just needed to satisfy this craving.

I stepped into the elevator and noticed "Every Breath You Take" by The Police was playing in the background, barely audible. I'm not really sure why this song was playing in a hotel in Tokyo, but it was a relief hearing an English song randomly.

I took my phone out and decided to check my Facebook newsfeed and try to see what my friends back home were doing. It's about 4 years since I moved to Japan. I live in Nagoya and I'm only here in Tokyo because my mom and her boyfriend decided to come and see how I was doing, and of course, experience The Land of the Rising Sun.

It was a calm descent to the ground floor. I was busy with my phone, giggling at the memes and jokes my friends regularly post. Stalking a few people, replying to some messages, trying to keep up with my small circle even though I was a thousand miles away.

The elevator stopped, and I unconsciously looked up to check what floor it was. 14th floor. The door opened and a person came in. He was wearing those really comfy rubber Adidas slippers, gray sweats and gray hoodie.. all this I observed while pretending to be busy on my phone, and I finally glanced at his face. He was wearing a cap, Johnny Depp glasses and a facemask- the kind that you see nurses wear, nothing special. He noticed and gave me a small nod of acknowledgement, and I nodded back with a small smile as a courtesy.

I went back to my business on my phone and then... it clicked.

I exited out of all my apps and held my phone close to my face, staring at my wallpaper.

My wallpaper was Sho Sakurai.

The person beside me, who I am alone with in this small moving room in this god forsaken time of day..


..is the same person on my wallpaper.

I didn't look up again. I couldn't, I wouldn't. I was god damn sure it was him. How could I, a fan as crazy as me, the girl who guessed which nose was Sakurai Sho's nose among 19 other pictures of noses on one drunken night, make a mistake?! Me, the girl who had over 50gb worth of Sakurai Sho's photos on my phone, make a mistake?

He cleared his throat. I winced.

I slowly backed up and faced the corner. My hands felt like ice blocks but my ears were bread fresh out the oven and Jesus Christ, what the hell were knees even? Was I even wearing shoes? Oh my god, I didn't wear deodorant! How do you even use deodorant? Holy hell, what did I ever do to deserve this?! Why did the universe decide to make this cursed encounter when I was so unprepared?!

My mind is racing. Should I say something? What do I say? I might scream at his face. I might froth in the mouth and die. I might bleed out of all the orifices in my body when face-to-face with an existence so glorious.

Why won't this elevator just swallow me whole?

And then, as if to torture me more.. the elevator came to an abrupt stop. The lights flickered before completely going out and the not-so-dim emergency lights took it's place. The music stopped.

Dead silence. I heard Sho utter a surprised "What?". I heard my sanity break.


There were rustling clothes and a small swear word I wasn't entirely sure what anymore because my brain refused to function. Another swear word and a very attractive sigh of frustration.

I, a commoner, am trapped in a small metal room with one of the most beautiful men in the u n i v e r s e. I will die. How do I get out? How do I get the fuck out right fucking now?!

"Excuse me?" His voice bounced around the elevator walls before it came crushing down my skull.

I felt like I just ate a handful of sand. God, if there ever is a God, please take me now. I didn't say anything. I didn't even move.

"Excuse me?" This beautiful Keio graduate said again. "My phone is dead. I was wondering if you could call someone for help?"

I nodded. Wow, I could still nod. Congratulations, self. Ha ha.

I tried calling my mother but before I could, my phone rang and in my surprise, I dropped the thing. Not only was my AnAn Jan 2010 No. 1693 wallpaper revealed...

Guess what my ring tone is. Take a fucking guess.














YOU'RE CORRECT!! MY FUCKING RING TONE IS T.A.B.O.O.!!

I swear to God I have never felt so much emotional and mental pain before in my whole entire life.

Sho Sakurai gave a small, beautiful, musical giggle, and I saw him take of his mask. Why did he do that? Does he want to blind me with the shine of the moisture on his lips?!

I scrambled to pick up my still T.A.B.O.O-ing phone and answered it in what felt more like an epileptic fit rather than just a strong sense of urgency. "Mom? I'm okay and I'm stuck in the elevator right now so please call for help because I am dying and I can not stand to be in the same room with the man I have been lusting for for the past decade please save me." was what I said in my native tongue.

Sakurai just stood there, I'm pretty sure, with a little smug smile on his face, this handsome dick. I say 'I'm pretty sure' because I was still facing the corner. My mother said she tried calling the front desk but it was busy and she promised she would get help for me and Sho Sakurai ASAP. She also reminded me to stay calm and try my best to not faint. I said okay and asked her to burn my laptop if ever I don't make it out alive. She said I shouldn't over react and hung up.

"Do you mind if you could tell me what happened?" A deep silky voice asked.


I cleared my throat. It sounded like a squeak. "The power supply, s- something wrong. They said couldn't.. the.. I mean, the generation.. I mean, generators. Won't start, the generators." I have evolved into a stuttering Yoda.

He chuckled. He fucking chuckled. "Thank you. I guess all we need to do is wait."

"Yes." I said, nodding furiously.

Long painful awkward silence. For me, that is.

"I'm sorry, I asked you to call for help without even introducing myself. I'm Sho Sakurai. You?"

Fuck you, you shit. Fuck you so hard, I know who the fuck you are. I know when you were born, what your blood type is, how tall you are and when you entered Johnny's, goddammit. How dare you?

The pressure of knowing that I was being extremely rude to him by not even facing his direction while talking mixed with the gnawing feeling of not knowing what I would do if I see him face-to-face was making me want to throw up. But I needed to do it. I needed to calm my nerves and be polite to this man I claim to be so in love with and not make him feel like shit.

So I turned around to face him, and bowed immediately, introducing myself. This time, I was speaking with less stutters. Thank god. "I'm glad to have finally met you, Sakurai-san. In this.. really, uhm, weird situation." Insert nervous laugh here.

Have I said that he smelled really nice, by the way?

"Nice meeting you, too." The full teeth smile. The smile of someone who enjoys bathing in the screams of his fans'. The smile of victory. "It really is a weird situation, huh? I was just going out to buy some food at 7-Eleven and then this happens."

Ha ha ha what are you saying. No way in hell. You mean to say that even if we didn't get stuck in the elevator together, we'd still meet at a convenience store? No fucking way, Gerard Way. "Th- that's a coincidence. I was going down to get some food there, too."

Signature Sakurai Laugh. "Really? Yabai." Pause. "So.. you're a fan of Arashi?"

Slow hesitant nod. Sho-chan, please don't subject me to suffering. Let's talk about something else that doesn't have anything to do with my obsession AKA you. "I am."

"Oh, I'm happy!" He genuinely looked amused. "Did you watch our recent concert?"

"In Nagoya Dome, yes." I said, glancing away once in awhile because if look at him too long my eyes might melt. "Uhm, do you mind if I sit on the floor?"

"That's actually a good idea." and we both sat down, facing each other, leaning on the wall.

I can not believe I am actually having a conversation with a member of Japan's #1 Idol Group. I could honestly, truthfully die happy now. I am complete.

"What did you think of it? Did you enjoy it?" He asked.

"Yes! Yes, of course I did!" I blabbered a bit about my favorite parts of the concert and then covered my mouth to stop myself because I might accidentally blurt out a Supernova Next To The Door™ joke.

Sho laughed with his squishy laughing face. Saying that my heart skipped a beat is an understatement because I think it stopped completely. "Thank you! This feels great, talking to a fan up close."

"...nothing compared to the happiness a fan feels, in my opinion." What the hell did I just say. He looked quite taken aback. "I'm sorry, that was rude of me!" I bowed in apology.

"No, no! It's okay. You're fine." He waved. "That's.. actually very true."

Someone's stomach growled.

We both laughed.

(I am laughing with Sho Sakurai, oh my god.)

"I'd really like some seafood ramen right now. And maybe a cup of coffee." I said.

"Me too."

As soon as he said that, "Africa" by Toto started playing from the elevator speakers and a woman on the intercomm interjected, apologizing for the inconvenience or panic the power failure might've caused.

The elevator was finally back to life and continued its journey to the ground floor.

Sakurai stood up. "Ah, at last! Thank goodness." He stretched. Arm muscles arm muscles arm muscles. "I enjoyed our conversation even though it was just a short one." He extended a hand to me, intending maybe to help me stand up.

I hesitated, but took it anyway. I will peel off the skin that was in contact with Sho Sakurai from my hand and frame it. I'm kidding. "Thank you. Me too."

We finally reached the ground floor.

That was probably the worst and best two hours of my entire existence. I will sound like a total insensitive brat saying this... but I wish the power failure lasted longer. Ah, whatever. I'm glad I'll be able to eat.. what the hell do I want to happen, anyway? A romantic twist? Shoujo manga plot? Sho Sakurai asking me to actually go out with him? Lol. This guy is way out of my league. Besides, I'm okay with being able to stare at his abs on my phone whenever I feel like it.




He waited for me to step out first. "Ah!" He exclaimed. I jumped a bit. "I want to repay you for calling for help earlier... why don't we go out for ramen and coffee?"




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This thing was born out of this meme

 because I am meme trash, obvs.

Ofc, my lock screen is non other than Sho-chan, and me and my friends just needed to talk about this meme. So you're trapped in an elevator, and let's say his phone died, and you could speak really good Japanese. Then we came up with the scenario that what if you drop your phone and he sees that your wallpaper is him. Or your phone rings and then your ring tone is one of his solos. And then my friend was like OH MY GOD THAT'S PERFECT FOR A FAN FIC. And I was like DON'T ME, BES.

Tbh doe, I don't think I will ever have the guts to actually talk to Sho, even with flawless Japanese. I feel like either I'd be too overwhelmed to talk or I would downright scream. If I ever I could properly talk, it would take a lot of preparation.

OC has mild anxiety, btw. She also has issues problems socializing because she is a dork. Hahaha.

Perfect because Red Month. <3
Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed this short thing I wrote. I'm very open to feed back and constructive cristicism so please feel free to leave something on the comments! Thank you! <3
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So last month my friend and I went to Manila to process my Visa (which i have now and yay ill be off to japan very soon! <3) and we went to Red Monster Cafe @ Quezon City! We were staying in Pasay and we needed to sit in traffic for like 3 hours just to get to the cafe but everything was worth it because the cafe owners were super nice and they had great food!

I'm super poor but i managed to buy these

a shop photo of my fave dorks, Riida, Aibachii and ofc keio boy (I wanted to get the face down shop photo with the keio boy all up in Neener's face but i prioritized my stomach ahahah), the Potato anniv issue from 2013 (which i keep joking about saying that it was a brochure of pretty boys) and the not-lewd sho An-an with his hands.





the shop owners were super nice they played us and Arashi concert (which we were actually quite unfamiliar with but my friend and i concluded that it could be from AAA but not in tokyo dome)



and had us sit in the Arashi themed table! they also have an Arashi themed drink (peppermint mocha yaaas) which was called FOR DREAM and man i loved their pesto pasta.

I wanted to buy more shit but i was poor af hahahah



and im very late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY SATOCHEEKS-RIIDA!! i made and drew this for you but im not very good ehehe





that was a life update from Jou! out~!
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Okay wait okay
Hahahahahah
This will sound really cray and please, i know i ain't the only one who's experienced this but

I dream about Arashi a lot??? AHAHHA
i dunno how many more i had but these are what i could remember (my english function is not functioning very well rn)

The dream that really did it for me was...

It was set in the auditorium of my alma matter and there was this event and arashi was there?? i think they were wearing their 24 hour TV shirtrs since they were all yellow and Aiba and Shochan were sitting on these arm rests on the really long benches. Aiba was behind Sho and i was like.. i glomped Sho from behind and said "nanamian gd ko sa imo Shochan ya kay gina ubra mo gd tanan nga hambal ko ubrahon mo" which roughly translates to "I really like you Shochan because you do everything i tell you to do" and Aiba was giggling behind us. hahahah also please take note that i still wasnt a fan when i dreamt about this? i was getting into it but i didnt know a lot yet and when i told my friend about this she was like omg that's so accurate since Sho actually does do what he's told hahaha

the second dream i think was... we were in this really huge stadium and i was sitting with them in the benches and i was panicking because my friend was in a different side of the stadium and i told Sho that Ohchan needed to say "I love you [name of friend here]" since she's listening but then Sho's like "you only have 8 seconds to do that okay" and Ohchan was like nodding and when he was about to talk Sho was like "okay times up" and I was really sad

the next dream is hahahah we were swimming in the beach and Ohchan was getting mad at Machan because he was swimming towards the deep parts?? hahaha and after that they shot a music video in this really old abandoned building and there were really really bright lights and i was like shooting a kind of BTS thing with my phone with the flash on and Sho suddenly decides to give me kabedon against the wall and he was like staring into the camera of phone hahah what a whore i love him

i also had this dream about Aibachii where we were cuddling in bed (i am not embarassed to say this because i will not deny that it felt really nice and comfy okay) and he was really warm and tall and fit and had really nice skin and we were watching VSA and we were laughing while watching them omg hahaha

and the most recent one...

Okay wtf ahahahahahha as far as i can remember i was working in this real run down office AND it was the MINISTRY OF MAGIC okay and we were wearing 1920s clothing holy shit ahahahhaha i dunno specifically where we were but i think hagrid was there and i had an unsaid flirty flirty office romance with

SAKURAI SHO


Okay his suit was really nice hahaha like earth tones, dark browns moss green you know the drill
And and he kept calling me my real first name and i said "keep calling me that I'll call you SAKURAI SHO every time i call you!!" And he was laughing and we were like flirty giggly hahaha oh shit why
And there was this girl who was flirting with him calling him "Sho-kun" in a sing song voice and the possessive bitch that i am passed by her and called him "SHO-CHAN" in a much louder voice like huh gtfo bitch can u not hear what honorific im using this my man k
And then hagrid was there to scold us not doing our ministry work properly and when he opened a closet talking papers with tiny voices flew out complaining that they were long overdue??? Ahhahaha

Gago im crazy

do you have arashi dreams?? tell me about them!! hahahah

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