is that the sun oh my god
Oct. 12th, 2016 04:13 amit's 4 am and here i am on LJ haha
hmm to be honest i dunno what to write about but i guess i just need to say that if i dont really get views and/or comments on things like these (blogs/social media, etc) i get easily discouraged that's why im actually quite hesitant to join new fandoms.. asides from the fact that im also a lazy fan which means that if i cant readily find material in the open i tend to just be satisfied with what i can get and not dig any deeper haha
but! being in the whole arashi fam maybe changed that aspect. i hate it and i love it at the same time because well, i guess ive started writing fanfic again which is a good thing i guess since i havent written anything in so long and you know, i guess being in lj also helps me interact with people?? hahaha
i hate it because in a way it's taken over my life because i used to check FB the first thing i wake up but now i either check LJ or the Arashi FB pages im in just to see if there's anything new about the boys
im still kinda sad that i was really skeptical about arashi way back in high school (i was a piece of shit because everyone was so into matsujun and i didnt wanna jump into the whole hanadan bandwagon because, you know, i was one of the cool kids so i only like the underground unfamous stuff??? /endsarcasm)
i dont even know what i like about arashi but i think it's how close they are as a group.. like, i like all of them.
i dunno where im going with this post hhahah i think ill stop there. sorry.
hmm to be honest i dunno what to write about but i guess i just need to say that if i dont really get views and/or comments on things like these (blogs/social media, etc) i get easily discouraged that's why im actually quite hesitant to join new fandoms.. asides from the fact that im also a lazy fan which means that if i cant readily find material in the open i tend to just be satisfied with what i can get and not dig any deeper haha
but! being in the whole arashi fam maybe changed that aspect. i hate it and i love it at the same time because well, i guess ive started writing fanfic again which is a good thing i guess since i havent written anything in so long and you know, i guess being in lj also helps me interact with people?? hahaha
i hate it because in a way it's taken over my life because i used to check FB the first thing i wake up but now i either check LJ or the Arashi FB pages im in just to see if there's anything new about the boys
im still kinda sad that i was really skeptical about arashi way back in high school (i was a piece of shit because everyone was so into matsujun and i didnt wanna jump into the whole hanadan bandwagon because, you know, i was one of the cool kids so i only like the underground unfamous stuff??? /endsarcasm)
i dont even know what i like about arashi but i think it's how close they are as a group.. like, i like all of them.
i dunno where im going with this post hhahah i think ill stop there. sorry.
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Date: 2016-10-12 05:04 am (UTC)I know what you mean about wishing you'd got into Arashi sooner. I feel the same way - I could have liked Arashi 10 or even 15 years ago, I could have got into j-dramas 15 years ago, but I didn't. Oh well. We can't change that so let's make the most of the fact that we like them now!
I like how you said you didn't get into Arashi at first because you like the underground unfamous stuff - I'm the same with that as well, but here in the UK it's Arashi and Kanjani8 (my ichiban!) that are the unfamous ones! There's hardly anything here to do with j-pop or j-dramas! We have to download everything and order merchandise online. They don't even sell j-pop albums in big record shops here. It's all thanks to the internet!
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Date: 2016-10-12 04:56 pm (UTC)It's funny because i was so into asian kung fu generation and yui and judy and mary and i thought i was so cool!! Ahhahaha it's kinda embarrassing xDDD and aaaaah it's so much harder here to order stuff since shipping is almost as much as £50? So it's more expensive than the merch?? Im so thankful to be in LJ at least i can catch up with what's happening/what happened with the boys hahahah